When ever I’m alone and doing nothing, I love to visit my not so distant past. Not that I didn’t have a fun and exciting childhood, it’s just that I love to examine what happened to me in my past. Why am I like this?
It all started when I was in grade 6. It was summer of ’95 when someone finally had the guts to court me. As in he visited me at the house at past 9 in the evening. I have always been in touch with my feminine side ever since. I wash my own clothes, I clean my room, I do the dishes, I cook too! Although I don’t consider it as feminine chores but because of what I do, I was really different from the other children who were my age. I was very particular with my hygiene. I was very clean and neat. I was always in the company of women. I don’t blame them, I always smell good after all. However, being surrounded with women has its downside. I never experienced fistfights for one. I never learned how to play basketball and baseball. Boy, did I miss a lot of fun!
Anyway, one summer night, when everyone at home was already asleep, an unexpected visitor came. His name is Charles. We are not really close friends. You know how kids are, it’s almost always a case of boys versus girls. And I was always on the side of the girls. I was their leader, I was their defender. So I was very unpopular with the boys. They would not invite me during their birthdays. Most importantly, they would not invite me during their porn-watching day. The first time I saw a porn movie I was already in college. The first time I saw a porn magazine I was already second year high school. Now I feel like a loser! Lol.
Back to the story. I was wearing a ready short shorts, I was going to sleep at that time. He said he wanted to talk to me. Being the innocent person that I was, I willingly obliged. While we were seated in a bench outside, he started touching my hands complimenting how smooth and soft they were. He started kissing my hands and he started kissing me on the neck. Holy shit I got so scared I was trembling!
I thought he would stop after seeing my reaction but he got more aggressive. He started touching my legs and he guided my hands touching him from the chest down to his crotch. He was already hard at that time. I was more surprised on how I reacted. I was scared but I wasn’t able to fight back. At the back of my mind, I was curious where it would lead us. I was scared and excited at the same time. I didn’t know what to do anymore. Until finally, I had the courage to push him away. And I asked him to leave.
I was still trembling when he left. I looked at his face and he gave me a smile. It was very lustful. I went inside and locked the door immediately. Still trembling…
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