Ohemgee!

Last year I have decided to return to my hometown to serve my people (forgive me if it sounds philanthropic but it’s true). Since I am in the government service, it means that I am an 8 to 5 person. It would have been perfect if I were living in the city but I’m not, so it’s not cool for me. To kill time, I have decided to teach at a state university here.

Teaching has always been my passion, as both my parents were public school teachers. That has always been my drive. However lately, I just noticed that I have nice good looking student, actually I was not attracted with his looks but I find him to be a person with substance. He is quite young, boy he is only 20 and I’m almost 30 already.

Last week however, I have decided to befriend him through text of course. I did not expect a positive response from him but to my surprise we became text mates without him knowing who I was really. Then he wanted us to meet. It was only then when I learned that he thought I was one of his classmates whom he thought has a crush on him. Of course I had to break his excitement. I gave clues on my identity until he realized who I am.

Was he disappointed? I dunno but just a couple of days ago he asked me if I wanted to kiss him. Of course I do! So there, we decided to make it official. He let me touch him and I gave him my best bj ever. I think he liked it.

Our next meeting would be tomorrow, at school, in my class. What’s gonna happen? Who knows I might get laid. I’m crossing my fingers. Lol!

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my first encounter with Charles...

When ever I’m alone and doing nothing, I love to visit my not so distant past. Not that I didn’t have a fun and exciting childhood, it’s just that I love to examine what happened to me in my past. Why am I like this?

It all started when I was in grade 6. It was summer of ’95 when someone finally had the guts to court me. As in he visited me at the house at past 9 in the evening. I have always been in touch with my feminine side ever since. I wash my own clothes, I clean my room, I do the dishes, I cook too! Although I don’t consider it as feminine chores but because of what I do, I was really different from the other children who were my age. I was very particular with my hygiene. I was very clean and neat. I was always in the company of women. I don’t blame them, I always smell good after all. However, being surrounded with women has its downside. I never experienced fistfights for one. I never learned how to play basketball and baseball. Boy, did I miss a lot of fun!

Anyway, one summer night, when everyone at home was already asleep, an unexpected visitor came. His name is Charles. We are not really close friends. You know how kids are, it’s almost always a case of boys versus girls. And I was always on the side of the girls. I was their leader, I was their defender. So I was very unpopular with the boys. They would not invite me during their birthdays. Most importantly, they would not invite me during their porn-watching day. The first time I saw a porn movie I was already in college. The first time I saw a porn magazine I was already second year high school. Now I feel like a loser! Lol.

Back to the story. I was wearing a ready short shorts, I was going to sleep at that time. He said he wanted to talk to me. Being the innocent person that I was, I willingly obliged. While we were seated in a bench outside, he started touching my hands complimenting how smooth and soft they were. He started kissing my hands and he started kissing me on the neck. Holy shit I got so scared I was trembling!

I thought he would stop after seeing my reaction but he got more aggressive. He started touching my legs and he guided my hands touching him from the chest down to his crotch. He was already hard at that time. I was more surprised on how I reacted. I was scared but I wasn’t able to fight back. At the back of my mind, I was curious where it would lead us. I was scared and excited at the same time. I didn’t know what to do anymore. Until finally, I had the courage to push him away. And I asked him to leave.

I was still trembling when he left. I looked at his face and he gave me a smile. It was very lustful. I went inside and locked the door immediately. Still trembling…

Explanatory Note

Hey guys, this is Nicolas aka Noy Kulas. Im new around here so forgive me for my blunders. I'm a lawyer by profession but my hobbies include dancing and partying (which includes booze and sex afterwards --- hopefully!). I am a natuarally shy person however I get along well with others. Because of this trait, people mistook it for being haughty and snobbish. But then again, this is something that comes naturally considering that I am a lawyer after all. However when the spirit of the wine would take over, I become an outgoing and flirtatious person. (",)

All along, I thought that sex would come easy once I become a lawyer. But that is far from the truth. At least in my case. I have to be very careful otherwise I'd land on the front page of the local daily. Unlike when i was still studying where i can cruise whenever, wherever without fear of being disbarred. (",)

Having said that, I guess you already have an idea that I am a closet queen (although I would like to believe that I am just confused - undecided in other words. But i suppose that once you are confused, most likely you will end up being gay. Am I right?). I don't hate being gay and I wont be ashamed if ever I'll turn out to be one. However, at this moment, there are other things that need to be taken into consideration (I belong to a conservative family, there are no openly gay member of our clan, people in our community look up to us, we are very active in church, people don't take gays seriously in our community etc, etc.).

At times, i would wonder if I'd be happier if I'll come out of the closet. However, up to now i still don't have an answer. Hence, the birth of my blog.

Please join me in my escape from reality. Join me in my adventures and misadventures...