Explanatory Note

Hey guys, this is Nicolas aka Noy Kulas. Im new around here so forgive me for my blunders. I'm a lawyer by profession but my hobbies include dancing and partying (which includes booze and sex afterwards --- hopefully!). I am a natuarally shy person however I get along well with others. Because of this trait, people mistook it for being haughty and snobbish. But then again, this is something that comes naturally considering that I am a lawyer after all. However when the spirit of the wine would take over, I become an outgoing and flirtatious person. (",)

All along, I thought that sex would come easy once I become a lawyer. But that is far from the truth. At least in my case. I have to be very careful otherwise I'd land on the front page of the local daily. Unlike when i was still studying where i can cruise whenever, wherever without fear of being disbarred. (",)

Having said that, I guess you already have an idea that I am a closet queen (although I would like to believe that I am just confused - undecided in other words. But i suppose that once you are confused, most likely you will end up being gay. Am I right?). I don't hate being gay and I wont be ashamed if ever I'll turn out to be one. However, at this moment, there are other things that need to be taken into consideration (I belong to a conservative family, there are no openly gay member of our clan, people in our community look up to us, we are very active in church, people don't take gays seriously in our community etc, etc.).

At times, i would wonder if I'd be happier if I'll come out of the closet. However, up to now i still don't have an answer. Hence, the birth of my blog.

Please join me in my escape from reality. Join me in my adventures and misadventures...